DUH!

I am struggling and I am also reviving my site just to reap the promise of earning through Goggle ads. I am also helping some Filipinos because of the jobs I post in my other blog but I get so lazy sometimes that I neglect it. I feel so drain and I don't know what to do. I am soul searching but I don't know where to start.

I have tried going to the gym before-it did made me hyper after work but going to the gym makes my budget ruined. hahaha. I don't know what I really need right now. My career is going elsewhere. I don't have a sizzling lovelife and a wonderful after work gimiks. I want to go on vacation but taking a vacation leave is way out of my list.(one, because I'm scheduled to go on leave on November and second, I should write our boss a letter-if ever I am going to change it.) I am going to Eden by next week to accompany a relative(but I don't know if I'll ever enjoy it due to time constraints.) I just pray that I will feel revived after the nature get away.

By the way, I cry when I am sad, angry, disappointed and happy. Call me a cry baby but I don't expect you to judge me if I cry. I'll cry if I want to and I'll be laughing as long as I am happy. I am also good at pretending. Sometimes I looked okay but I am not. I am sorry if hurt you when I am in a bad mood. I didn't mean that. Some other factors make me crazy and lost.(hehehe) like the recent news and also the different news in the office. Today is candid thoughts day and I do hope you'll forgive for blabbing about whatever I think right now. (that is why the title is "duh!"-I know this is what you are thinking about my post)*smile*. Ok, enough of the blah...see you around. ciao!

THE SOURCE OF JOY AND LAUGHTER

Most of my waking hours are spent working in an office full of different personalities.(not to mention our clients.)These people keep me sane and even grounded sometimes. For the past 5 years, I have also tried searching for other pasture-greener than what I have now. One thing that keeps me or should I say pulling me back is the people in our division. I can say they keep my emotions in its normal state. We cry, we laugh, we gossip and we rant. We are one. We are all different but we are united as one. I can't really explain what bonds us together or what is the common between us. The important thing is that we have fun, enjoy each other and maintain the relationship.

SIGNING UP IN A WEB DIRECTORY

I have always wondered why blogging became so rampant. I then realized that sharing ideas and topics online can help more people and reach out to their needs. I can attest to that because I sometimes search for mundane things but I can easily find it online.

I am also happy that bloggers like me and other writers have been so helpful in the internet. Some businesses also find their niche in the internet rather than the physical set up store. One website directory that I found very useful is jasminedirectory.com. This business web directory helps businesses reach out more readers and also their expert individuals maintains and reviews all the businesses to be categorized. Aside from that they also offer 100% SEO friendly links, 5 direct links that can immediately direct the researchers in the website, W3 css and HTML valid automatic thumbnail.

I also particularly like the website set up of jasminedirectory.com. It's very cool and professional style layout makes it much easier for the visitors to browse the list of businesses listed. The categories are well arranged and they can easily contact the site for business listing. A good indication of a serious business is how it delivers. I guess having seen their website, I can say that jasminedirectory.com really means business. A business that not only aims for income but also helps other business earn income and recognition above all else.

Now, a brilliant idea suddenly came up-what about having my online business?. I can seek the help of jasminedirectory.com to be known and be profitable too. The problem is I don't know how to start. It made my head ache and better shrug that idea first and for now, I will just refer my online friends to this wonderful discovery of mine and maybe perhaps learn from them in the future.

HAWAII FIVE O

I heard so many stories about this remake from the 1968 series of the same title. I became giddy when I learned that AXN will air the series on November 14. Well, think of it as CSI/NCIS but in Hawaii. Cop drama, detective episodes and maybe hot guys and girls(?).

I am crossing my fingers that I will like the series. I love CSI but not NCIS(eventhough the actors are hotter than those in the CSI)...hehehe.

WHAT'S NEXT?

I had to catch up in the blogosphere. I don't know where to start and what to update.There is so much to do(aside from getting opps to have moolah). I started reading blogs of my friends and saw something in one of the post. It was a weird comment and it was anonymously done. Couldn't help but relate to the blog topic but a comment like that made me wonder who it was pertaining to.

Was that meant for the person in the topic or the person who bullied the person in the topic?

I understand that sometimes we have to become anonymous online. We post anonymously and it's a free web(you can say anything and everything). I just don't get the comment because it wasn't explain well. Now, enough said. I have to get back to my other blog(it's currently under renovation)..Ciao!

Missing Piece by Danyal Conner

You do what you're suppose to do,
with no frown or fuss.
Not because you want to ,
but because you must.
Day after day
It's like a routine.
Don’t have too much to say,
You only do the right thing.
Soon you feel empty,
but you don't know what it could be.
You want no sympathy.
But it's something you can't see
Everything used to make sense,
but now you're lost in a maze.
You feel so tense,
and you pray for better days.
Something just doesn't seem right
You look for an answer that's not there.
You stay awake all night,
But you feel like no one cares.
It's right in your face
and you think it's safe,
or should you forget?
Things don't seem the same,
But what should you do?
You think you should change,
But change for who?
Understanding means nothing to you now.
Your heart is pronounced deceased
This should you allow ,
or find your missing piece?


Poem Source: Doing The "right" Thing, Life Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/life/poetry.asp?poem=18449#ixzz12L9xdiIE

WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY?

I don't know if I will agree but got this funny picture with matching quiz result from quizrocket.com kaya pinost ko na lang siya.

Realistic

You've got a pretty even-keeled head on your shoulders. You're well-grounded and realistic. You don't really daydream or think about the future (unless you're planning ahead, of course). Actually, you tend to find day-dreaming and flightiness pretty annoying and pointless. Sometimes people get you confused for being pessimistic, but you know that you're just being real.